it's been four years !

14.07.2010 

when i first arrived in Malaysia 

I was only seventeen back in that time. Alone and trying to fit myself into the new environment. Fun yet challenging.

Reminds me to those days when I stayed inside the remote jungle (is actually the campus' residence which newly open which has no wi-fi, no food, & no drink around). We used to walk at least 1-2 km to get food everyday.

Reminds me to those time when I try to remember each name (especially the 3 words name) and try to speak English fluently so that they understand (at least my skill is much better now :P).

Reminds me to those time when my friends and I used to bring chili everywhere we went to eat because Malaysian food used to be tasteless for us.

Well~ 4 years !

Feels like time past really fast but when I try to think everything backwards, the past 4 years are the best moment of my life.

I'm glad I can manage to go through everything until today. Honestly, there was one moment where I believe my journey in Malaysia will end after two years exactly in 2012. But God's power is infinite. He makes things impossible becomes possible. And here I am...

if you know me, this picture is totally me

Eddy Kim - The Manual

All girls would love to have this type of guy.
Who can become so called "the manual" in your life.
Who gives you that warm hug at the time you need it.
Who do not always push things together but sometimes can give you space to think and space to breathe.
Who can do that random stuff and makes you laugh.
Who know how to have a balance life.
Who plan an unplanned stuff to makes you feel better.
Who stand next to you in any conditions.
Who love you unconditionally.

This song shows you (especially girls) on how it feels like to have the selflessness love :)



This song is so beautiful with the melody and meaning behind it. Watch the video with the subtitle on. Enjoy the music with his beautiful voice and the great scenery in the video.

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Another beautiful song from Eddy Kim. Give him thumbs up :D

The july first

can't believe it has to come to the end. the first week of this month is the remark for the end of my university life. this the last chance i attend the class T___T. definitely no assignment, no rushing for class, and no deadlines. im gonna enter the real working life asap. cant believe the clock ticking this fast. cant imagine to see myself start working and living independently. this exactly 4 years ago when i first arrived in malaysia on july 14.

these are the sum up of things that i value the most for the past 4 years:

true friendship

ups & downs life moment

study hard party hard

ps: i love you, zk :)

its such a pleasure to meet you

thank you 

for:

trying hard

always telling the truth
making me believe
convincing me
finding back my trust

and the unconditional love

everything fits right.

i love you

"loving you is the second best thing i ever did and finding you is the first"

one day in the past,

i told myself,
that i deserve to be happy.
by being myself,
by having confidence in me,
and still doing the things i like.
being with you, it explains it all.

i dont want to see you anymore, goodbye Dissertation !

that moment when you print the documents

that moment when you tutor sign and approve everything without any changes

that moment when you bind it

that moment when you hold it in your hand

that moment is incredibly indescribably amazing !

i can tell that this paper is the most tough paper i ever done in my life which consist of 15,000 words. this is something i will not want to do twice in my life. when i look back, i realize that my life is so miserable during this time. all i did everyday including both weekdays and weekend is to sit down, stare at the laptop screen and lay my hand down on the keyboard and type. type and read journal and type and read journal. 

in Malaysia, you still need to attend classes, do your assignments, have presentation and etc while working on your dissertation. and the best part, i have club events that i have to handle as well. i can give up on the club's project if i want to but i choose not to because, i know this is the last opportunity i have.

tips:

1. ask senior that you trust

2. ask around or you will get lost

3. get away from all kind of gadget with internet line

thankfully, during those time, i am not alone. i have bunch of friends from OL (Orientation Leaders) that work as hard as i do. they were not doing their dissertation but they were doing their tons of assignments. this routine happens everyday :)

this post is the remark of my freedom ! and now, i can finally continue writing my blog happily :)

besides that ! i would like to take this opportunity to thank people for the supports, encouragements, and help for the past 5 months

Thank you to:

God

mom and my twin brother

my ex-tutor, mr. adrian

(who help me from blank page into sth)

my tutor, mr. partick

(who ask me not to be so panic)

ms. nisa

(who always assist clueless student like me)

adam

andrea

arnel

avi

celine

chiewteng

desmond

dickshen

faith

fenny

hongjun

ian

joanne

joshua

jj

julia

jun yi

kathy

leo

mandy

max

mok

nazween

reegin

rey

steven

ty

vivi

wydia

yekai

there are few surprise i got from my friend which is so amazing !

this box, is my birthday gift that full of snack+encouragement notes.
i was away from home and was doing my work.
and i was surprise that suddenly this box arrived in front of my eyes.
thank you for the delivery man and the sender :)
thank you

"vida, check your wallet".
right after that, i found this. wow~
thank you

i was suppose to do my work but i fall asleep for quiet sometimes
and this girl, who sat next to me, gave me this once i awake
thank you

thank you, OLs

if anyone ask me, "who i want to thank the most besides my family for the past one year?"
i would say is OLs.

honestly, they are the best thing i had in my university life. they are the best treasure to keep forever. is not a normal friendship that we had but is way beyond that. we are family. it might sounds fake, but this is the truth.

i just came back from my 2 months holiday. when i met them, i can feel their sincere feeling saying "you're back!". i feel so much loved...

they always say, they are just an ordinary students but they are totally not the ordinary one. most of them are scholarship students that need to work as the scholarship requirement. but this group of people not the nerds. they know what they are doing and they are good at expressing it. normally when i work with people, i am the one who talk most of the time. but here, i have to shut my mouth for the entire time coz their ideas are beyond my thinking. they are the influential people in the community.

they are crazy bunch of people. everytime i'm with them, i automatically always laugh like no one on earth besides us. i really laugh out of control till i forget the public.

they are optimistic bunch of people. support each other in need, compliment each other when achieving something, and advice each other to be someone better. they are always be the one who love to see my dance most of the time (i think, its everytime).

they are hard working bunch of people. its not only happen once or twice that we do work in study room till 2/3 am in the morning. besides all the work that we have, the feeling is just different when you are surrounded with people that really passionate in what they are doing and want to achieve. giving you a positive energy.

they are the most caring people. they able to spot me when im sad. they have seen the loudest cry i did for couple times that i never show to other people. idk why but each emotional moments we had, always make me cry so loud.

they remind me of God presence. since then, i never feel alone. all the life problem i face is a step to make me stronger and be a better person. and God has sent them to support me and help me when i fall.

they are my hunting friends. hunting for foods, hunting for beautiful places, and hunting for happiness. we are not rich. i remembered we support each other to save enough money to go travelling and it is worthed. u work hard for it and in return, you get the best moments. is the matter of time they willing to spend on each other.

when im writing this blog, i get into the highest emotional state of mine. and now, i am almost graduate. and the only thing i scared the most when i have to leave this university life is to say goodbye to them. i honestly scared of loosing them. but i know i will not loose them :) we will hold this relationship tight

Kueendom at Bohemian Night

Bohemian Night is the theme for the Orientation Party that held for freshies 

Kueendom

if you notice my facebook, i post a lot about Kueendom and share it on facebook. here is one of ourrecent  performance pictures taken by my awesome friends. check our performance video on youtube 😊